Meditational Thought: Forgiveness and Personal Sovereignty

When we come to the understanding that no one has the power to force our participation in any relationship, ideal or situation we then embrace a new perspective concerning the act and nature of Forgiveness.

From this new perspective me find we must be forgiving only unto ourselves for that which we feel has caused us pain or offense for without our willing participation we would not have experienced that which attributed to our perceived affliction.

When we have forgiven ourselves and stand within our personal sovereignty we no longer feel a need to attribute to others our good nor bad fortunes for we claim sole and complete responsibility for our choices and their subsequent consequences.

We are then freed of a need to forward forgiveness to another, for in truth, there was never anything to forgive since they could not have been the cause of our misfortune if we had not allowed them to be so.

If you are struggling with forgiveness in your life, bless yourself with forgiveness first for your participation with an individual or situation.

Be accepting when you suddenly find that you no longer feel as if you need to offer forgiveness to an other(s) for now any feelings that you once attributed to them that caused you to feel pain have already been released by your willingness to take accountability and accept grace, for yourself.

Blessings, Kachina

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Full Moon 2/28/10 @ 10′ Virgo> Grounding Higher Ideals of Service

The next Full Moon occurs on February 28th, 2010 at 11:38 am EST @ 9°58′ Virgo/Pisces.

Where a Full Moon falls in our charts is where we are gifted the opportunity of becoming Conscious (Sun) of that which has been Unconscious (Moon), as during a Full Moon, the Sun shines directly upon the Moon eliminating all shadows.

This Full Moon in Virgo is a continuation of that which we accepted grace upon with the previous New Moon in Aquarius.

During the 2 previous lunations we reconnected to and refined our inner fire (Leo) and began to make any adjustments we found necessary to our natural leadership abilities and we recognized that by embracing our unique expressions of authority we could offer unto the collective (Aquarius) a gift of substance that is serving to the whole.

With this Full Moon in Virgo we are offered insights into the health of our foundations.

To be of optimal  service to an other(s) balance is required in maintaining one’s personal well-being/health while being of assistance to the well-being of an other(s).

Through an honest personal assessment of our capabilities to be of service in a manner that does not drain us to the point of ill-health, we find that we can be discerning of what forms of service best suit our personal capabilities to serve others while maintaining our own health and well-being, preventing burn-out that not only restricts our ability to assist others but also can leave us in a place of needing others to assist us more than we would care to be requiring of.

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Further Exploration of Negative Energy Imprints and How They Thwart Our Success

In a previous post:  The Concepts of Energy Working, Transmutation and Release Work of Negative Imprints and… I introduced how negative messages/energy imprints can function as blockages preventing us from achieving our full potential and success in life.

This is the second installment in a series of articles that I am sharing to assist those that have difficulty taking leaps of faith and accepting opportunities in a timely fashion that could lead them on a path to fulfilling their desires of personal success.

Astrologically we are approaching a time of very dynamic energies that shall offer productive opportunities for those that have the courage to utilize these energies and opportunities in a timely fashion.

These forthcoming transits are of special interest to those with planets/angles in the late mutable and early cardinal signs for they have been intensely impacted by the Saturn square Pluto transit and much of their personal world has been deconstructed in preparation for new growth, expression and function to come forth.

If you have been doing self-work in the area’s related to self-esteem, trust and/or change and have yet to achieve your desired results then what I am presenting here may be what you need to shine some light on issues that you may have not yet seen as possibilities as to why you find it difficult to accept changes with ease.

This article expands upon negative imprints that were received via messages in childhood that can hamper our achieving success in our adult years.

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Neptune and Chiron Exact Conjunction square My Neptune Exact: The Road Not Taken

Neptune and Chiron form their exact conjunction tonight at 11:57 pm EST @ 26°14′ Aquarius.

This conjunction is applying in an exact square from my 8th house to my natal 5th house Neptune @ 26°10′ Scorpio.

I am so very tired today with little muscle strength and all of the other physical goodies that can come with Neptune transits.{{smiles just to be stubborn}}.

This has been a day filled with deep release.

Bittersweet emotions pour through me as my gaze sweeps back through the years to a time that I stepped fully and with free-will upon this path of self-healing.

I see myself there those many years ago with another woman beside me.

We parted company on that day, she and I.

I embarked on the path to the right.

She embarked on the one to the left.

Now here I am today, and as I look through the mists to where that woman has come to be, I can see how she has had a good life and a life of more ease in many ways, than I.

Yet I would ask of her is she truly fulfilled within?

Does she find her world a bore?

Does she crave knowing the feel of the stars upon her cheek?

Does she ever wonder what it would be like to just take a leap and go decisively into the void just for the sake of curiosity and simply because she can?

I ask of her these things for she was I, and I, was she.

Yet these two roads diverged upon the wood and I took the right and she took the left….

I know now, as I knew then, that I had chosen the path less traveled,

and more so now today then ever before,

I hope that ages and ages hence, I sigh and know, it made all of the difference.

With Love, Kachina

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The Road Not Taken

~Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

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The Flavor of Love >1927: The Last Valentine Day with Venus, Jupiter and Uranus in Pisces

Valentine Greeting Card Circa 1927

On this Valentine Day 2010, Venus, Jupiter and Uranus are all in residence within Pisces.

The last occurrence of this trio within the sign of Pisces together was in 1927.

Yes, it’s been a long time baby!

Yet are not the concerns of the Heart ever the same even if the appearances may have changed ever so slightly?

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The Concepts of Energy Working, Transmutation and Release Work of Negative Imprints and Utilizing Astrology for Personal Alchemy

Early in life we are subjected to an abundance of messages within our environment that color our perceptions of our world.

Messages can take many forms and are not just shared through verbal communication, such as messages received and recorded, during our visual observance of the actions of others within our lives.

These messages we were subjected to during our formative years directly influence the manner in which we behave and interact with the world for the duration of our adulthood.

Some messages from our childhood serve us well in our later years, while others act as blockages, preventing us from reaching our full potential.

For individuals that were subjected to a high ratio of negative messages in their formative years and early adulthood it can be a long and difficult road to achieving personal well-being and success.

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New Moon Aquarius 25′ 2/13/10 > Pouring Forth Gifts of Grace

Our next New Moon occurs on February 13th, 2010 @ 25°18′ Aquarius, a degree that had been visited by Neptune, Chiron and Jupiter triad frequently over the last 10 months.

Since May of 2009 we have been uncovering our wounds of both a personal and collective nature.

Many have come to a conscious understanding that though the peoples of this planet may appear to be different in their suffering due to how it is manifest on the surface we are in fact effected by the same ills and wounds at the root.

Our last Full Moon in Leo encouraged us to have a deeper look at the way we lead others by example, and to adjust our Leo qualities if necessary, to be the best we can be for others and ourselves when called to a role of leadership in any form.

In Aquarius, we are given the opportunity to pour forth our refined and possibly redefined ‘royal’ Leo traits and also that which we have cultivated as our unique creative expression, offering our gifts unto the collective for the well-being of all.

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In Honor of Ron Wortham..God Speed, dear Soul, thank you for the smiles!

Hearts know no divisions and miles do not exist between Souls.

A few years ago I was befriended by an incredibly interesting man whom was likely seen as an eccentric to many for he had a great love of all things mysterious.

Ron was born in the beginning of the 1940’s, and had seen much and done much,  definitely not one to sit back and let life pass him by.

“Free Speak”, was his name upon the internet in many forums and arena’s, and this choice suited him perfectly for it represented the journalist that he was and his firm belief of transparency in all things.

In his later years, he served as a mentor to many young gifted mystic’s helping them to make sense of the perceptions they had that are not often popular within the mass public.

He was available ceaselessly for those that had a need of him, so much so that I often felt he served others too much and should take more time for himself, yet that was not his way and he thrived in service to others.

Ron viewed many social atrocities in his life, yet I truly believe that although he saw the far less-then-perfect aspects, he hoped that by providing others with what he saw in this world without the illusions spun by mainstream press, we had a shot at making this reality a much a better place for all of it’s inhabitants.

His, was a purpose filled life, and I believe he knew that to be so.

FreeSpeak, you were loved by many, I am going to miss you dear man! You made me laugh on days I really needed to smile, and the compliments you paid me shall always be within my heart, you boosted my self-confidence when I really needed it.

I saw a most beautifully bright shooting star last eve..that would be your way of saying “hi”, would it not? 🙂

God speed, I hope you now get to see that which you could not while standing on this orb we call Earth.

I love you.

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Space Clearing Quick Tip> Energy Gunk? Sweep it away!

When in the midst of deep, collective energy clearings the energy of our sanctuaries can become quite gunked up and lack that all-so-fresh feeling.

There are many ways to approach space clearing, yet one that I recommend often to others is quite simple and requires no supplies whatsoever.

The secret, as with anything, is in decisive intent.

If your space is gunked up, try this:

Open a window or door.

Put on some music that brings you a lighter, happier feeling.

Envision the discordance that you feel around you as being solid, metallic shards floating within your space.

Dance your way through the rooms of your home and with your arms ‘sweep’ all of that debris towards and out the open window/door.

When you are finished clearing your home, spin any debris that has caught on you, right out of the windows/doors too.

Close the windows/doors and intend that your home now be filled with fresh energy (I like to bring in lemon yellow light and the scent of fresh lemons).

That’s all there is to it and it works quickly and efficiently.

Happy Cleaning! 🙂 ~Kachina Houska

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Mars Retro on Venus> Saturn in Libra, 4 Planets & Chiron in 8th + Merc Direct in 7th

“convention is not for me

I have tried

for all of my effort

I fail

and am left puzzled

as to why others

continue to push

the same buttons

over and over

expecting a different result

insanity

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