Transiting Neptune opposes my Sun once again. Though this be the last full on the mouth smooch my Sun receives from this Fairy Tale weaver I am unable to glean a single fruitful purpose for this long waltz.
This has not been an easy transit. Meningitis during the Saturn-Neptune square to my Sun altered my thought processes and rearranged memories. I’ve fallen in love over and over; with people and art and music…and it’s been lonely and tiring. No thing has crystallized. No thing has returned the love. Ego-less giving; the lesson. I have yet to make the grade I think…maybe.
So ruminating on exactly this as I had my hands submerged in water(Neptune) preforming the necessary chore of dish washing (Virgo Sun) I received a directive. “Go ask Rumi”.
Ok. I love Rumi. I’m all over this.
BTW..Rumi has/had a natal Sun Neptune Opposition
Rumi advises:
Excerpt from “A Great Wagon” Interpretation Coleman Barks
Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field. I’ll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase “each other”
doesn’t make any sense.
The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Don’t go back to sleep.
You must ask for what you really want.
Don’t go back to sleep.
People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Don’t go back to sleep.” ~Rumi
And then this:
“When I am silent I fall into that place where everything is music.” ~Rumi
Yes.
Yes..this.
Thank You Rumi.
I Love You.
More Forthcoming…